Breaking Up

I have decided to break-up with my special friend. This may sound cruel and sad, but when it's over, I think I will be very happy. Ryan is a good guy, but whenever I have been with him, I have felt very uneasy, and the spirit has not been there, and that is not a great feeling. I have fun on our dates, but I'm not happy. Advice from people close to me is to give him a line, to have our relationship take a break, but that's not enough for me. I don't ever want to have that feeling again. Actually, he will be over in a few minutes, and I gave him the line that San Diego used on me a few times. "We need to talk." In his reply text, I think he could tell where I was going. I plan on just telling him the truth, about how I feel, since he deserves that much. He's a really nice, great guy, but this relationship would be going nowhere fast, at least that is my opinion. I'll keep you posted.